Even though she can "do it herself" these days...
...she still asks to sit on my lap "when we get to the mailbox".
Every time.
"As one whom his mother comforts, so I will comfort you."
Isaiah 66:13
And even though she's busy being big now, I'm so thankful she still needs me.
I pray ALL of my children to a certain extent always will. I pray to be the encourager they need,
the mentorship I didn't have, the one who cheers them on as they grow, and loves them faithfully no matter what.
By God's grace, may this foundation that's being daily set
point them to Christ above all because the truth is they need HIM most.
May they grasp that in a special way through the catalyst of trustworthy parenting, that we might have the honor of participating in their drawing near to Him. As they seek Jesus, may they find His love alive and flowing out through us along the way. May they see our love for Him and want more of that with each wafting day, week, month, year themselves.
I'm grateful for the opportunities I have as a mother to love and serve like Christ, to know more of my need for Him, to see how He loves me, His child, through the lens of parenting my own. I sense His forgiveness when I forgive, I see His mercy when I'm given the chance to be merciful, I learn His grace when He calls me to be gracious, to bless, sacrifice, give and give. I want to obey Him, honor Him, joyfully submit to Him as I encourage my children to do the same. I want to accept His commandments and strive to please Him all the time and I want to learn what He desires through His loving discipline and pruning when I need it, knowing it's for His glory and my good, knowing He sees a wide angle view that far surpasses mine. I want to trust Him with childlike faith because He's worthy of my trust. And in the midst of the gift, I cherish these days more with each that passes and I'm thankful as I pour (and receive) to know that she (and they) still need me.
And oh, how I need Him.
"No one has ever seen God; if we love one another,
God abides in us and his love is perfected in us."
1 John 4:12