I got to talking with a friend yesterday after church and as we discussed homeschooling, adoption adjustments, and daily life with kids I found myself wandering off to eternity again...
My thoughts have this way of getting so eternally focused, that I can lose motivation and/or deny myself permission for things that are for here, now, the temporal I guess you'd say. The trick of it is that I live here
and now in this temporal fleshly zone. It's where God has me in this momentary blip of history, and common sense tells me it'd be wise to make the most of it. I'd like to make a difference.
The other snag I find is that
most of the world is living FOR here, now, the temporal and such and so thoughts and priorities that wander too far in the eternal perspective direction can be...confusing, baffling, even odd when others look on.
For that matter, even in my own train of thought, in my own mind which influences my priorities dramatically, I have to ask myself questions and stay in check on whether or not my thoughts are bending toward
eternal to a fault...is there such a thing??
Then I remember the words from the Word, like a beacon they encourage me.
“Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal, but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also." Matthew 6:19-21
"Now when they saw the boldness of Peter and John, and
perceived that they were uneducated, common men, they were astonished. And they
recognized that they had been with Jesus." Acts 4:13
"But far be it from me to boast except in the cross of our
Lord Jesus Christ, by which the world has been crucified to me, and I to the
world." Galatians 6:14
"If you were of the world, the world would love you as its own; but because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you."
John 15:19
Ohhhh yes...The Christian life is
supposed to be baffling. It's supposed to raise an eyebrow every now and then. It's supposed to be eternally minded and it's
not supposed to blend in with the crowd. A disciple of Jesus Christ (someone who follows after Him and spends their life and time abiding with Him, striving to be more like Him because they LOVE Him) ought to be different from the norm
because of Him...because the pupil has been
with Him, the Teacher.
Yet, hopefully the life of a
true follower of Christ is not repelling (though different), but rather has an allure, a draw, a whatchamacallitness about it that provokes enough intrigue that a non-believing onlooker might step out on a limb and ask,
Why? Who is this Jesus and why does a real relationship with Him change...everything?
Why is the Christian joyful even in suffering? That doesn't make any sense!
"Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing." James 1:2-4
"Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us." Romans 5:3-5
Eternal perspective.
Why should we lose our life in order to gain it? Again, weird.
"For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my
sake will find it." Matthew 16:25
"Whoever loves his life loses it, and whoever hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life." John 12:25
Eternal perspective.
God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble? Try selling that in the main stream...but that's what the Bible says.
"God opposes the proud, but gives grace to the humble.” James 4:6
"One's pride will bring him low, but he who is lowly in spirit will obtain honor." Proverbs 29:23
"But many who are first will be last, and the last first." Matthew 19:30
Eternal perspective.
Jesus lived a life as countercultural as it gets. He exemplified humility and He lived every second here on earth in light of eternity. He was God. He beckons us to become increasingly like Him as we know Him more and more. He was all about eternity...it's the reason why He came. It's the reason He laid down His life for us. He sacrificed Himself so that we might live through Him and inherit eternal life with Him. These are things worth living for!
"This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us." 1 John 3:16
"For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord." Romans 6:23
“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life." John 3:16
I realize the most important way to digest all of this "eternal to a fault" thinking is by weighing my heart's motives along side the Bible first and foremost, making sure that the things I'm living for line up with that which Jesus
said to live for (as opposed to the recommendations of the world). So, I'm asking myself some questions today as I rummage through my thoughts...for example:
What am I living for and why?
Where am I living for and why?
Who am I living for and why?
How can I live with eternal perspective, but still remain invested in the here and now?
How can I live my life with purpose and make a difference in my small sphere?
What did Jesus say to do with my life while I'm living here on earth?
These are whopping questions with life impacting answers and I
really want to get them right...don't you? It's a daily task for most to live life with eternal perspective...to
not live for here and now. I get that, but what I'm finding for myself these days is all twisted up according to the norm and how I used to be. I'm finding myself grappling more so now with the opposite dilemma.
I'm so convinced that everything we do here and now in this life is all in preparation for eternity that if something bears eternal influence, I'm invested. If it doesn't, I'm not. This can wind me up in conflict with my own self at times (the result of preprogramming) and it definitely doesn't line up with the norms of our American culture (ie: your best life now!).
We don't have to look too far to realize such eternal thinking eliminates A LOT of mumbo jumbo the world says we should be all about. Such thinking cuts straight to the chase...hones in on what
really matters (biblically speaking) and what doesn't...and shines light upon a life of simplicity with but few worthwhile priorities while we're here. Why do we complicate things so? Jesus made it plain.
“'Teacher, which is the great commandment in the Law?' And [Jesus] said to him, 'You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the great and first commandment. And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as yourself.'" Matthew 22:36-39
"But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you." Matthew 6:33
Like all of life, there has to be a balance. That's the part I'm contending with right now. How do we long for eternity and live like we were dying (we are), but still live each day, here and now, with purpose and intent, remaining diligent and responsible? I don't want to ignore my callings while I'm here, but I cannot live FOR here as if this is all there is, because I know that I know...it's not.
I'm praying that God will help us raise a family that understands His will and focuses on the eternal, remaining accountable each day in and day out while we're here. I'd like to live with eternal priorities and train my children likewise, but still make the most of every day on earth as we raise our children for
their callings. I want to do my best, knowing full well that even my best will inevitably fall short. And, I'm thankful for a Savior who can fill in all our gaps and make beautiful things from rubble. In other words, I'm striving for balance over here...with a strong bent toward eternity...and I'm trusting Jesus for the outcome. His will cannot be thwarted.
I'm relating more and more each day to the great Paul's words,
"the world has been crucified to me, and I to the world" (Galatians 6:14) which fuels this quandary at hand...and so I'm asking myself if it's possible to live with priorities that are eternal to a fault.
I'm drawing up conclusions (although this side of heaven we're bound to live with questions) and I'm deciding that if I have to land on one side of the fence or the other, I'm leaning toward eternity...but God's Word never said that would be popular. Where He has me right now is living
here for
there and I hope that pleases the only One worth living for, the One who never ends or changes, the One eternal God who can do anything with anybody through any means at any time, my Heavenly Father who's writing this story for Himself. May He order our lives with enough balance that we might please Him while we're
here as we long to join Him
there...one day.
"So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day. For this light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal." 2 Corinthians 6:14-16