It's not new...this feeling of being caught in between. We've been
off the beaten trail more than a few times.
(...found this on my phone today...Aida??)
We live in the city but are bucolic in our hearts. We
make it work here, but have a taste for
there.
And, we're perfectly content with accepting God's will for us now...it's just that we sense He has more.
We figure it's all about timing and we love our current life and home, but we long for freedoms our immediate area doesn't offer.
We feel a bit fish-out-of-water...and have for a very long time. But, we embrace where we are today and very
intentionally and contentedly make the most of this time while it's here.
"Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with all your might."
Yet, it seems the tides may be turning for us again soon. By soon, I probably mean within the next couple years, and years are lots of days piled one on top of the other. I'm not about waiting for my "real life to begin" over here, so in the mean time (especially as we transition after our adoption this fall) we're blooming where we're planted and have some exciting ideas in store.
. . . . . .
Here's the list (for now):
Be people of prayer.
Invest intentionally in each individual heart of each
family member in this home and the relationships within.
Invest in the body of Christ in our current local community.
Invest even more in the children's instruments, gifts, and musical talents.
Plant and learn through an edible garden and tend to our current fruit trees.
Build a bookshelf library.
(The kids have missed this designated area for our loved books
Enjoy the area where we live now with
stay-cation type activities.
Start using
Azure Standard for bulk groceries.
Invest intentionally in each individual heart of each
family member in this home and the relationships within.
Be people of prayer.
. . . . . .
We realize that where we live is not eternal. In fact, it's quite temporal. And, how we live wherever we live matters infinitely more!
Of these things, we are certain. That said, we also realize that God does move us through seasons with purpose and we always want to remain open to His will as He leads. There is an inkling toward change and because we know that we are delighting ourselves in the Lord, we believe the desires of our hearts are in line with His for us for now. It's a heavenly home that we ultimately find ourselves longing for, but till then, here we are...and we're open! We only want His will.
"Delight yourself in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart."
Psalm 37:4
We're listening. Change is (still) brewing. We're waiting. We're patient. We know it's coming, but not when or where.
And, "IF the Lord wills, we will do this or that", but till then we'll be blooming where we're planted.
"Come now, you who say, 'Today or tomorrow we will go into such and such a town and spend a year there and trade and make a profit'—yet you do not know what tomorrow will bring. What is your life? For you are a mist that appears for a little time and then vanishes. Instead you ought to say, 'If the Lord wills, we will live and do this or that.'"
James 4:13-15